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Lol gotcha! Man I hope I won't be set on her for 3yrs, cabn't. Things I've realized is she wants to live in the city, I was born and raised on a ranch with the cows, they are home and money to me, her parents have a nice remodeled home and have big time jobs at the local power plant, my parents live in my grandmas 1900era farmhouse, they're deaf mute and have mediocre jobs. She wants to be free like her friends, and she doesn't want to have to communicate herself to anyone. I hate to let her go because I know she s gonna really mess it up big time up there, and I hate to see that happen but someone has coached her into thinking I never even cared for her. I'm just hoping that I won't be feeling this way even in 3 months.